I could cry I wish I want to feed the emotion, but I can’t.  I don”t. Instead, I draw back.  Not willing to pull forward.  To draw in. And yet, I wonder why at the same time I know the…

  Little by little, I’m trying to plan for Thanksgiving.  Tonight, I did a once through deep clean (at least as deep as my clean’s get) and got the table, with the extra leaf, in place. At the grocery store,…

The actual title is Thighs, Disappointment, and Owning my shit!  But I thought that it might get banned in a few countries, not to mention deleted by at least half of my relatively small group of followers. Oops, let the…

Do you have something(s) that you need to give yourself permission for? As I lay awake last night at 2, 3, 4 a.m.,  with my journal beside my bed, countless thoughts came together magically and created a kind of virtual…

Do you know those people who say, “Do something for 21 days and you’ll form a habit.”?  Well, that’s not me.  In fact, do something for six months and it still may not be a habit.  After three months I’ve…

How did I get to be the manager of 150+ people?  I seriously did not EVER set out to do this!   I wanted to contribute.  I wanted to do good work.  I wanted to….. what?  you want me to…

I want to get this out…out of my mind and onto the paper (screen).  I don’t have it well thought through so I hope I don’t ramble too much… About a month and a half ago, I decided to stop…

I found that I was waiting.  How embarrassing is that?!  I was waiting for someone else to give me permission to live.  I was waiting for someone else to see me and say, “Hey!  That’s good work.  Have you thought…

I’ve been wanting to dive back into the this space, to create a new place that fulfills the things I imagine this to be. I’ve been wanting to dive back in, but have let everything and nothing get in the…

Yes, I know that 7 weeks has 49 days.  And I know that in my last post I thought it might extend until 8 weeks.  But here it is, day 37 and I think that for me, this journey is…