Deciding, once again, it’s time

So, today I’m going to re-emerge and come out of the self-imposed cocoon I’d resigned myself to.  The past year and a half I have kept myself confined within a space that feels more and more like a prison every day.

I told myself that where I am…”isn’t that bad”.  And in all honesty, it is not.  But “not that bad” is not a reason to stay.  Not that bad is not a reason to be afraid of moving on.  Not that bad does not mean that it is working – for me!  And that’s all that really matters.  Is it right for me or am I selling myself short?  Am I playing small?  Am I keeping myself confined where many would love to be but simply doesn’t work any more?  Well, I wouldn’t be rambling on if I thought that “not that bad” was where I was meant to stay.

So….let me re-emerge and fly! Let me face a bit of fear because I don’t know quite yet where I’m going.  Let me dance because it feels good to be free.  It feels good to create.  It feels good to face fear.  It feels good to have options and opportunity and optimism.  It feels good not to keep hiding and pretending.  Stay with me, because this journey is just getting started!